Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night. – Entry for June 19, 2008
HIGH - James Blunt
Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
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WMedia u0111ang chu01a1i bu00e0i nu00e0y, nu00ean tu00ecm vu00e0 post lu00ean u0111u00e2y, for no reason, with no implication embedded 
Hu00f4m nay u0111i training mu1ec7t phu1edd. Hai hu00f4m tru01b0u1edbc tranh thu1ee7 training (u0111u01b0u1ee3c du1eady muu1ed9n chu00fat xu00edu) nu00ean tu1eadn du1ee5ng thu1ee9c khuya. Hu00f3a ra du1eady muu1ed9n (1 hour) khu00f4ng u0111u1ee7 bu00f9 thu1ee9c khuya (3 hours) nu00ean hu00f4m nay u0111uu1ed1i hu1eb3n, ngu1ed3i u1edf C. mu00e0 cu1ee9 phu1ea3i u0111u00e1nh vu1eadt vu1edbi cu00e1i mu00ed mu1eaft lu00fac nu00e0o cu0169ng su1eb5n su00e0ng su1ee5p xuu1ed1ng, tu01b0u1edfng cu00f3 thu1ec3 du1ec5 du00e0ng ngu00e3 vu1eadt ra u0111u1eb1ng sau vu00e0 ngu1ee7 mu00ea mu1ec7t.
Training xong thu00ec u0111u01b0u1eddng ai nu1ea5y vu1ec1, the worst post-training ever. aL lu00ean bu1ec7nh viu1ec7n thu0103m Nhum, aSo chu1eafc lu00e0 u00e0o vu1ec1 nhu00e0 vu1edbi vu1ee3... Bu1ed7ng nhiu00ean nghu0129: vu00e0i (mu01b0u01a1i) nu0103m nu1eefa mu00ecnh chu1eafc cu0169ng su1ebd thu1ebf ru1ed3i tu1ef1 thu1ea5y nu1eeda nuu1ed1i tiu1ebfc, nu1eeda lu1ea1i thu1ea5y lu00f2ng mu1ec1m mu1ea1i hu1eb3n u0111i, mu1ec1m ou1eb7t.
Vu1ec1 u0111u1ebfn nhu00e0, vu00e0o u0111u1ebfn phu00f2ng lu00e0 mu1eaft vu1eeba ku1ecbp du00edp lu1ea1i. T. nhu1eafn Yahoo! than buu1ed3n ngu1ee7 quu00e1 mu00e0 the head is so empty. Hu1ecfi lu1ea1i T. xem lu00e0 chu1ecb bu1ecb empty headed or fully-loaded headed mu00e0 khu00f4ng ngu1ee7 u0111u01b0u1ee3c. T. confirmed: Tru1ed1ng ru1ed7ng! Mu00ecnh chu01b0a bao giu1edd cu00e1i biu1ebft cu1ea3m giu00e1c the head is empty bao giu1edd. Lu00fac nu00e0o cu0169ng cu00f3 mu1ed9t cu00e1i gu00ec u0111u00f3 chu1ea1y lou0103ng quu0103ng trong u0111u1ea7u u00f3c mu00ecnh, vu00e0 cu00e0ng u00edt "mu1ed9t cu00e1i gu00ec u0111u00f3" thu00ec cu00e0ng thu00edch, vu00ec u00fd nghu0129 su1ebd u0111u01b0u1ee3c chu1ea1y mu1ed9t mu00ecnh tru00ean con u0111u01b0u1eddng thu00eanh thang. Uhm, cu00e0ng u00edt thu00ec cu00e0ng thu00edch, nhu01b0ng chu01b0a bao giu1edd (u0111u01b0u1ee3c) empty. Ngu01b0u1ee3c vu1edbi cu00e1i u0111u1ea7u tru1ed1ng ru1ed7ng, mu00ecnh ghu00e9t nhu1ea5t nhu1eefng khou1ea3nh khu1eafc mu00e0 cu00e1i u0111u1ea7u nu1eb7ng tru1ecbch, cu1ea3m tu01b0u1edfng nhu01b0 nu00f3 u0111u01b0u1ee3c fully crammed/packed/loaded vu00e0 suy nghu0129 thu00ec mu1ea5t hu00fat u0111u00e2u u0111u00f3 bu00ean du01b0u1edbi, bu1ecb lu00e8n chu1eb7t, quu1eady cu1ef1a mu1ed9t cu00e1ch vu00f4 vu1ecdng trong cu00e1i mu1edb du1ebbo quu1eb9o nhu01b0 jam u0111u00f3. Cu00e1i cu1ea3m giu00e1c khu00f4ng nu1eafm bu1eaft u0111u01b0u1ee3c suy nghu0129 u0111u00f3 thiu1ec7t lu00e0 kinh khu1ee7ng, vu00e0 kinh khu1ee7ng hu01a1n khi u0111u1eb7t lu01b0ng xuu1ed1ng vu1edbi cu00e1i u0111u1ea7u nu1eb7ng tru1ecbch vu00e0 mu1eaft thu00ec ru00e1o hou1ea3nh, khu00f4ng lu00e0m sao mu00e0 u0111iu1ec1u khiu1ec3n cho mu00ecnh chu00ecm vu00e0o giu1ea5c ngu1ee7 u0111u01b0u1ee3c. u1ee8c 
Nhu01b0ng mu00ecnh chu1ec9 linh tinh chuyu1ec7n tru1ed1ng ru1ed7ng hay nu1eb7ng tru1ecbch u0111u01b0u1ee3c u0111u1ebfn u0111u00f3 thu00ec ... ngu1ee7 mu1ea5t. Ngu1ee7 ngu1eadp u0111u1ea7u luu00f4n u0111u1ebfn 9-10PM thu00ec du1eady, vu00e0 bu0103n khou0103n khu00f4ng hiu1ec3u mu00ecnh tu1ec9nh du1eady lu00fac nu00e0o u0111u1ec3 reply tin nhu1eafn cu1ee7a T. vu00e0 ru1ed1t cuu1ed9c bu00e2y giu1edd cu00f3 cu00e1i mu0103m mu0103m...
Ngu1ee7 ru1ed3i nu00ean bu00e2y giu1edd mu00ecnh u0111ang ngu1ed3i u0111u00e2y, at mid-nite, feel High (mu1ed9t cu00e1ch vu00f4 cu1edb), vu00e0 u0111ang nghe High
Bu00e0i nu00e0y Melody hay, lyric cu0169ng hay vu00e0 N. thu00ec khu00f4ng du00e1m nghe, su1ee3 bu1ecb depressed .
Mu00ecnh vu1eabn luu00f4n thu00edch bu00ecnh minh, du00f9 khu00f4ng mu1ea5y khi u0111u01b0u1ee3c tu1eadn hu01b0u1edfng nu00f3. Cu00f3 lu1ebd vu00ec nu00f3 luu00f4n gu1eafn vu1edbi nhu1eefng khou1ea3nh khu1eafc hu1ea1nh phu00fac trong cuu1ed9c u0111u1eddi mu00ecnh (giu1ea3 thiu1ebft khu00e1c lu00e0 mu00ecnh chu1ec9 nhu1edb u0111u01b0u1ee3c nhu1eefng khou1ea3ng khu1eafc hu1ea1nh phu00fac).
Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see (with you).
u0110u00f3 lu00e0 nhu1eefng buu1ed5i su1edbm u1edf Huu1ebf, nu01a1i cu1ea3 nhu00e0 vu1eabn chen chu00fac du01b0u1edbi mu00e1i tu00f4n nhu1ecf xu00edu trong khu tru01b0ng bu00e0y u0110iu1ec1m Phu00f9ng Thu1ecb. Mu00ecnh ngu1ee7 du1eady thu01b0u1eddng lu01b0u1eddi biu1ebfng nu1eb1m cu1ea1nh cu1eeda su1ed5, nhu00ecn ra vu01b0u1eddn sau. Cu1ee9 vu1eady, mu00ecnh nu1eb1m ru1ea5t lu00e2u ngu1eafm cu00e2y chanh cu1ee7a ba xanh non qua cu01a1n mu01b0a hu00f4m qua, mu1ea5y con gu00e0 cu1ee7a mu1eb9 cu1ee5c cu1ee5c gu1ecdi gu00e0 con vu00e0 mu1eb7c nhu1eefng u00fd nghu0129 u0111uu1ed5i nhau thou1ea3ng qua trong u0111u1ea7u, thou1ea3ng qua ru1ea5t nhanh thu00f4i.
Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
u0110u00f3 lu00e0 nhu1eefng buu1ed5i su00e1ng muu1ed9n u1edf Cantebury vu00e0o nhu1eefng ngu00e0y term break, tu1ed1i hu00f4m tru01b0u1edbc hu1eb3n u0111u00e3 chu01a1i Warcraft u0111u1ebfn 3-4h su00e1ng vu1edbi Huy, Mr. Bean u1edf Aus, vu1edbi Long, Minh u1edf US vu00e0 mu1ed9t vu00e0i bu1ea1n trong club1981 u1edf Viu1ec7tnam. Mu00ecnh, hu1eb3n lu00e0 u0111u00e3 thu1ee9c du1eady vu00e0o noon, u0111u00e3 nu1eb1m gu1ed1i u0111u1ea7u, chong mu1eaft nhu00ecn lu00ean tru1ea7n nhu00e0 hou1eb7c xoay nghiu00eang nhu00ecn cu00e1i monitor, chu1ec9 u0111u1ec3 thu1ea5y webcam cu1ee7a T. u0111en thui lui vu00ec laptop u0111u1ec3 quu00e1 lu00e2u u0111u00e3 hibernate lu1ea1i, vu00e0 suy nghu0129 xem T. u0111ang lu00e0m gu00ec. Mu00ecnh luu00f4n su1ebd mu01b0u1eddng tu01b0u1ee3ng ra T. u0111ang nu00f3i chuyu1ec7n vu1edbi Kate tru00ean cu00e1i bu00e0n gu1ed7 tru1eafng nhu00ecn ra Little Collin's street, hay u0111ang u1ee7i u00e1o quu1ea7n, hay u0111ang lu00fai hu00fai tu01b0u1edbi mu1ea5y cu00e1i chu1eadu cu00e2y bu00e9 xu00edu T. u0111u1ec3 tru00ean bu00e0n vu1edbi cu00e1i xu00f4 tu01b0u1edbi nu01b0u1edbc cu0169ng bu00e9 khu00f4ng ku00e9m, tru00f4ng nhu01b0 chu01a1i u0111u1ed3 hu00e0ng. "Morning has broken..." thu00ec u0111ang vang vang khu1eafp nu01a1i. Luu00f4n mu01b0u1eddng tu01b0u1ee3ng ra nhu01b0 thu1ebf. Lu00fac nu00e0y thu00ec Cantebury u0111ang tuyu1ebft bay mu00f9 mu1ecbt ngou00e0i kia, vu00e0 mu00ecnh thu00ec vu
1eabn nu1eb1m u00ec ra u0111u00f3, cu1ea3m giu00e1c su1ef1 bu00ecnh yu00ean u00eam nhu01b0 nhung u1edf t
rong nu00e0y...
Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
u0110u00f3 lu00e0 mu1ed9t buu1ed5i su00e1ng u1edf X, vu00e0 T. vu1eeba u0111u00e1p mu00e1y bay sang chu01a1i chiu1ec1u tu1ed1i hu00f4m tru01b0u1edbc. Mu00ecnh tuu1ed9t khu1ebd ra khu1ecfi giu01b0u1eddng, cu1ed1 nhu1eb9 nhu00e0ng hu1ebft su1ee9c u0111u1ec3 khu00f4ng u0111u00e1nh thu1ee9c T. du1eady. Nhu01b0ng ru1ed3i, cu00e1i ngu01b0u1eddi nhu1ecf bu00e9 u0111u00f3 thu1ec3 nu00e0o cu0169ng tu1ec9nh giu1ea5c, nu0169ng nu1ecbu cuu1ed9n tru00f2n trong chu0103n vu00e0 nhu00ecn mu00ecnh chuu1ea9n bu1ecb qua khe gu1ed1i. Mu00ecnh su1ebd khu00f4ng cu01b0u1ee1ng lu1ea1i u0111u01b0u1ee3c phu1ea3i hu00edt hu00e0 cu00e1i ngu1ea5n cu1ed5 nu00f3ng u1ea5m u0111u00f3 vu00e0 su1ebd u00f4m mu1ed9t cu00e1i thu1eadt chu1eb7t tru01b0u1edbc khi bu01b0u1edbc ra ngou00e0i. Khu00e9p cu1eeda lu1ea1i, vu00e0 mu00ecnh hu1ea1nh phu00fac bu01b0u1edbc tu1edbi tru01b0u1edbc, u0111u1ec3 lu1ea1i mu1ed9t khou1ea3ng khu00f4ng u1ea5m u00e1p phu00eda sau. Mu00ecnh u0111i hu1ecdc...
u0110u1ea5y lu00e0 nhu1eefng bu00ecnh minh cu1ee7a mu00ecnh. Bu00ecnh minh vu1edbi mu1eb7t tru1eddi tu1eeb tu1eeb nhu00f4 lu00ean tu1eeb phu00eda biu1ec3n, nhu00f4 lu00ean tu1eeb phu00eda nu00fai hay nhu00f4 lu00ean tu1eeb nhu1eefng tu1ea7ng cao thu00ec mu00ecnh chu1ecbu, chu1eb3ng thu1ec3 nhu1edb u0111u00e3 xu1ea3y ra hay chu01b0a. Chu1ec9 biu1ebft lu00e0 bu00e2y giu1edd u0111u00e3 quu00e1 nu1eeda u0111u00eam ru1ed3i, vu00e0 giu1ea5c ngu1ee7 ban chiu1ec1u lu00e0m mu00ecnh bu00e2y giu1edd phu1ea3i thu1ee9c mu1ed9t cu00e1ch tu1ed9i nghiu1ec7p:
Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
Yeah, mu00ecnh chu1ec9 chasing time again. Cu00e0ng ngu00e0y cu00e0ng cu00f3 nhiu1ec1u lu00fac mu00ecnh cu00f3 cu1ea3m giu00e1c nu00e0y:Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night. Du1eabu biu1ebft lu00e0 corny, mu00e0 khu00f4ng du1ee9t bu1ecf u0111u01b0u1ee3c. Mu00e0 khu00f4ng hu1ec1 thu1ea5y hou1ea3ng su1ee3, khu00f4ng hu1ec1 thu1ea5y buu1ed3n chu00e1n chu1ec9 thu1ea5y mu00ecnh cu00f3 vu1ebb su1ebd fit so well in that frame, like a destiny.
Mu00e0 nu1ebfu nhu01b0 thu1ebf, thu00ec mu00ecnh su1ebd ngu1eafm bu00ecnh minh vu1edbi ai u0111u00e2y Khu00e0 khu00e0
PS: Sometimes it's hard to believe (that) you remember me
Lỡ hẹn – Entry for June 09, 2008
Dạo này hay có cảm giác như mình đang lỡ hẹn với một ai đó nhưng cố nghĩ mãi không ra là mình hẹn với ai, mấy giờ và ở đâu. Rồi mình cứ đem cái cảm giác "đang lỡ hẹn với ai đó" lê thê từ việc này sang việc khác, từ chỗ này sang chỗ khác. Ngồi uống một chai Ken và nghe piano với T. và M. ở Cốm xanh mà cứ thấy lòng mình vội. Trời mát nhưng âm u, chẳng thấy chút trăng sao nào bên trên kia. Gió nhẹ, quệt khẽ trên vai mình, trên tóc T. nhưng quạt lửa trong lòng mình, không hiểu sao sốt ruột quá, như đang trễ hẹn với ai.
Định nói với T. lên trên cái sân khấu kia đi, và đàn cho anh nghe với, rồi lại thôi. Định nói với T. rằng mình nhớ cái phòng khách be bé đó, nhớ cái cách T. váy trắng, chân trần ngồi đàn, đàn bài nào cũng sai , nhưng lại thôi, sợ T. càm ràm: Lâu lắm rồi anh không đến chơi. Mà rồi T. đúng là càm ràm như thế thật, và như mọi khi, mình bối rối lắm. Và hẹn, cứ 2 tháng một lần, anh sẽ ghé thăm em
Same mistake – Entry for June 05, 2008
Cái này cho T.A:
" Give me reason, but don’t give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again"
Tránh vỏ dưa gặp vỏ dừa hen 
U're cursed!
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Same mistake - James Blunt
So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go
Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And so I sent some men to fight
And one came back at dead of night
Said he'd seen my enemy
Said he looked just like me
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
I’m not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don’t give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And maybe someday we will face
And maybe talk but not just speak
Dont buy the promises cause
There are no promises I keep
And my reflection troubles me
So here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
I’m not calling for a second chance
I’m screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don’t give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake
I’m not calling for a second chance
I'm screaming at the top of my voice
Give me reason, but don’t give me choice
Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
So while I'm turning in my sheets
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And once again I cannot sleep
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Walk out the door and up the street
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Look at the stars
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Look at the stars falling down
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And I wonder where
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Did I go wrong?
Chờ văn đợi – Entry for June 04, 2008
Mong đợi lúc nào cũng khủng khiếp nhỉ Cứ phải cố keep mình busy để bớt nghĩ đến cái chuyện đó.
Cơ mà không có gì để mong đợi, có khi còn khủng khiếp hơn ấy chứ.
